Eye Candies....

D needed to talk to me this morning, while I was on the way to the washroom. Needed to talk in hushed tones, so was physically close.

Upon reaching the washroom, we used urinals side by side. Took the chance to enjoy my eye candy of course. Hahaha..

Hmm.. Looks like D is cut. And of quite average proportions. Had a very good look.


I also have noticed someone from the same level, but different company. He is a short guy, not sure about his nationality. When at the urinals, he is those type that will stand a distance away. Thus it was easy to view. Also, he doesn't just unzip. He unbuckles as well. So I can see the whole thing. hee hee.

He is quite a huge guy. Yes, even larger than J. Just now I had another close view (after about a month of missing him in the loo.) It looked like he was soft, but not so soft. So I am not sure if he is those type that gets more blood flow when he needed to pee.

Anyway, it looked like 4" long, short foreskin, and quite thick. Almost as thick as J, or maybe slightly more. Definitely thicker than mine even if mine were fully erect.

He glanced over before he left. Not sure if he is interested in looking at mine, or just pleased at showing off.

Peeping Tom

Yesterday, a whole group of us went out for lunch at a local shopping mall. (Well, my lunch is usually in a group.)

After eating, we decided to shop around. I went to the washroom...
And no, I didn't cruise anyone, though I hoped someone would've cruised me.

After I finished and was washing my hands and rinsing my mouth, J walked in !
And to my delight, he walked towards the urinals. And I have a very clear view through the mirror.

The side view was gorgeous (though I would have preferred a nude frontal view). Thick base (or was that part of his balls protruding) and nice sausage. Looked like 3-inches long.

Whipped out my camera phone, and decided not to risk it.

Another week...

Its Tuesday. Had lunch with D.
Again I was pleased that he was sitting opposite me.
Was looking at his smooth complexion and felt like touching his face.

During our chat, his leg extended out under the table. I had the almost-uncontrollable urge to reach my leg out and put it between his thighs.

Woo.. makes me horny just imagining it...

Friday..

Friday. Last day of the week. A few of us went out for dinner, including D... yeah !

Of course, I arranged to have him seated beside me. Nice cosy place.
Took a few peeks at his side burn and his lips whenever I can without being too obvious (there are other colleagues around of course.)

Few times, found excuses to stretch, etc and tried to touch his leg with my leg.
A few times, he moved away, a few times, he let it stay.

Seems more and more like he is NOT interested in me. I might be reading too much and fantasizing too much...

Thursday

Nothing much today...
At every opportunity, put my arms over his shoulder, etc..

Oh oh, and I remembered that there was this lunch were we went to a local shopping mall. After eating, we all went shopping and walking around.. while our colleagues were looking at things in a shop, we were hanging around waiting for them..

I took the opportunity to stand close to him and he didn't move away.
Even so close that my bum is like 2 inches away from his groin... Almost wanted to press it in.. hahaha.

When he pick something up to read, I will read over his shoulder, so that my face is near his face.. He didn't seem to mind, or he is oblivious, or he is giving feedback to me ?

hmmm.. still can't tell..

Wednesday...

Ok, I am going to start making this a diary, and start living in my fantasy world.

Wednesday started off ok. Working as usual.

Then came an episode before lunch that my boss started to question D on somethings regarding work. I can see the pained look in his eyes and I just want to go over, hug him, cuddle him and tell him everything is all right.

I wanted to jump in to help, but I don't want everyone to think that I am protective about D. I left him to answer and manage by himself.

Later in the afternoon, I called D out for a coffee break. While drinking and chatting, I was looking into his eyes, looking at his eyebrows and then again.. to his lips...

I was so tempted to tell him, that I like him and I want to have sex with him... But I bit my lips 3 times and thought that it might not be worth the trouble I might get myself into..

So ends another day of just living in my fantasy, admiring him but not tasting any part of him, literally...

Tuesday in Turmoil

Day started out as usual... until around lunch time. I sat in front of D. His face was rounder than I recalled when he first joined.

Was admiring his hands, his face, his sideburns, his eyebrows, his soft lips...

Damn...

Getting horny...

I recently had the opportunity to share a room with D during a trip. On the last night, I got him to drink some wine. He then became very tired and slept.

He was usually a heavy sleeper, but probably because of the wine (which I tried to make him drink as much as possible) I found that he wasn't that light a sleeper that night.

I couldn't sleep most of the night. Facing him, hoping that he will hug me in his slumber. I tentatively draped my arms across his body. He didn't react. I went closer and hugged him.

Spent most of the night hugging and caressing him. And when he turned to sleep upwards, I took the opportunity to venture south...

It wasn't erect, but I could tell he parks 6-o'oclock. Tried to get him hard... After a while, he did. Though I think it wasn't full hardness.

I guess when that happens, he became more sensitive. So when I tried to caress it, he moved...

And after a while, he turned sideways and it was out of my reach. I didn't want to risk waking him up. So I am left with spending the last 2 hours of the night half awake, trying to see if he changed position.

When he woke up, it was like nothing happened. So I guess he didn't know... *sigh*

Don't think I will have more opportunities like that...

Monday in Office

Its Monday...

We are all back to work.

It doesn't help that my seat faces the 2 of them. Everytime I look into their eyes, I wonder. I wonder whether they know what I am thinking. I wonder whether they are thinking about the same thing of me. I wonder if I ever will have a chance to fulfil my fantasies....

*Sigh*

My Targets

I shall call these 2 colleagues that I fantasize on as D and J.

D is a 30yo guy, not gorgeous but good looking (to my taste). He is recently married to a very young lady. No Kids.

He is a soft-spoken guy, meek and gives me the feeling that I want to protect and shelter him. His furry hands and legs doesn't attract me that much at first, but it grows on me.


J is also young, 31yo, average looking guy. It was his character that attracts. Those who doesn't impress at first, but as days go by I am more interested to see the package. And while at urinals, I can tell it is usually bigger than average most of the time.

I am in Trouble...

I am in trouble. I am in deep shit.

I am having a crush on not 1 but 2 colleagues.
Crush or lust, I can't tell.

I know I want to have sex with them.

Shit.