In Trouble

Cute Ang Moh

2011-11-15T21:57:00.002+08:00

It's been a while and I am in Sydney. Sorry for the looooong wait.. :)

I have just met a cute guy at work. He is short, shorter than me.. maybe about 1.60.... White guy, not very hairy.. and is just sooooo cute.. damn..

Just chatted with him and he said he's attached, a girlfriend for a while..

Just been out to have a few drinks and managed to get close, put my hands on his shoulder, hand around his waist, etc.. but didn't get any hint back..

Walked into his room just now, we both had drinks..but he didn't show any signs, so I left..man.. so horny.. wish I could have had sex with him..... few more nights, different rooms..let's see if we have more chance..

This is J's....

2008-02-16T11:33:00.002+08:00

Bulge....

Got it while we were having lunch....

Yum yum...

Saw J's close up...

2008-01-02T11:08:00.000+08:00

But not as close as I wanted it though.. haha..

It was new year's eve. Had lunch at a coffee shop. After lunch he went to the restroom, I followed shortly behind. He was using a urinal. And you know coffee shop restrooms aren't exactly spacious.

I took up the urinal beside him (there were only 2 any way) and they were small and close together. Thus I had a good look as there was nothing blocking.

It was bigger than I saws previously. Soft, its thickness is probably even thicker than mine will ever be. And hanging down with lots of foreskin. Length-wise, excluding the half-inch of foreskin, it looked to be about 4 to 4.5 inches.

Wow.. I guess even when soft, his is thicker and almost as long as mine when hard...

So envious... ARG ! So Tempting !

Finally saw A's

2007-12-21T21:38:00.000+08:00

Today, Jr was working with his hands... And when I walked towards him, he was squatting down and fixing some equipment... That was when I saw his bulge. Looks sizeable, for someone who looks so short and slim..

But then again, most short and slim guys I know have huge dongs... *envious*

And when I was knocking off today, went to the washroom. Lo and behold, A walked in behind me, and started chatting with me while walking towards a urinal. So his body was tilted to one side. So I walked up to the urinal beside him and non-chalantly continue to talk to him while peeing. And that is when I saw it, head-on (literally !)

His was thick. Short though, but thick ! Now, I am wondering how long it can extend to if it were to be aroused ...

Getting obsessed...

2007-12-11T09:23:00.000+08:00

I think I am getting obsessed with having sex with my colleagues.
Almost at every occassion, I will try to look at their bulges. Sometimes, even thinking of seducing them.

I miss Mr. Big from a neighbouring company. Haven't been able to catch him in action for some time. Probably need to go to toilet more frequently to catch him.

Candy at exhibition

2007-11-30T11:41:00.000+08:00

Haha.. went to expo yesterday. So many eye candies.
But there was this yummy "thing" that I saw, in the toilet.
He was peeing beside me.. and using the phone to SMS.
So his right hand was away, and I can catch a nice view of his dick.

Yummy, thick and long. Wanted to volunteer to hold it for him while he SMS... And shake dry for him when he finishes.. hahaha..

Fresh Meat in Town

2007-11-22T14:37:00.000+08:00

There is a piece of meat. Lets call him Jr, cos his initial also starts with J.
And he is a young boy, around 22.
Cute.
Short, slim.
Gentle looking.
Cute.
Nice smile.
Did I say he is cute ?

But... seems straight. Cos he has a girlfriend.
*Sigh*

I am turning into a DOM...

Saw A...

2007-11-19T12:05:00.000+08:00

Ok.. One day, walked into the washroom, A was at a urinal that was facing the walk-way. Managed to catch a quick glimpse...

Though A is much taller and bigger size than J, sad to say, the bulge that I saw all the time, doesn't look that big then...

Wonder how J hide his bulge, when his meat is so much more in volume compared to A...

Nevermind, maybe A was feeling cold at that time.. haha..
Try to catch again...

And I noticed D nowadays go to the cubicle more often, especially when he knows I am there, or I am behind him when going to the washroom. Did he noticed that I was peeping ?

Long time no updates

2007-10-22T10:45:00.000+08:00

Haha.. so sorry, was not in office for the last few weeks...

When I came back, yes, I sort of missed D and J a little. But these few days, nothing much. Though I caught myself looking at D's face frequently during lunch.

Oh, another colleague of mine, lets call him A.

A is tall (about 1.82m), soft spoken, crew cut and a little meaty.
He doesn't wear pleated pants. So everytime he stands still, I can see a bulge at the zip.
Always thinking whether a tall guy like him will have a huge one.. And fantasizing how the 3 compares, (D, J and A)... haha..

Oh man, I am slutty...

Delicious Glimpse..

2007-09-28T15:22:00.000+08:00

Walked into the toilet with J peeing at one of the urinals.. Can see the side profile very clearly... Yeah, so big that he can't hide it -Yummy banana, dangling out, slightly wrinkled.

Wanted to go over and suck it try for him ...

Shall I try to take photo next time and post it here ? Haha..

D is sick

2007-09-26T16:55:00.000+08:00

Ohh.. my poor boy is sick today.. wonder is it because he made wild passionate love with his wife last night.. ha ha.

So today, my full attention is on J.

Looking at his bulge during lunch. Taking chances to massage his neck.. and put my arm over his shoulders.. haha..

Gosh.. I sound like a desperate guy.. ARGH !

Eye Candy has moved...

2007-09-19T10:33:00.000+08:00

Due to my boss' whim and fancy, there were some changes in seating arrangements.

D is no longer seated beside me, but instead a few seats away. Now I can't peek at him as often as I want.

Luckily, J is still in the same place.

There will be no updates this week

2007-09-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

I will not be in office this week, so there will be no updates.
J is not in office either (though I wished we were together.. hahaha)...

I can only fantasize...

Boring Week

2007-09-06T10:00:00.000+08:00

Its coming to the end of the week soon. Nothing new to update. (Of course lah, not like I am so daring right.)

Took peeks here and there. Oh, just happen to see one when I was visiting Suntec during a weekend. Uncle with big and thick schlong peeing beside me. Yummy down there, but yucky up there.

Many a times, I feel so envious and so jealous.

More on J

2007-09-03T08:56:00.000+08:00

Start of a new week. Let me talk a little bit more about J.

J is still single. Seldom sees/hears him going out on a date. Most of his holidays are with Single Male friends, or Married couples.

He goes to gym, in Suntec.

A while back, I remember talking to him about life in general and marriage and stuff like that. Of course, I wans't obviously out to him. Tried to dig out what he feels and see if he gives any hint.

He said he isn't attached, and probably will only wait for the right person to come along. No hurry in getting married.

Damn. That almost sounded like a hint... ha ha.

Eye Candies....

2007-08-31T17:38:00.000+08:00

D needed to talk to me this morning, while I was on the way to the washroom. Needed to talk in hushed tones, so was physically close.

Upon reaching the washroom, we used urinals side by side. Took the chance to enjoy my eye candy of course. Hahaha..

Hmm.. Looks like D is cut. And of quite average proportions. Had a very good look.

I also have noticed someone from the same level, but different company. He is a short guy, not sure about his nationality. When at the urinals, he is those type that will stand a distance away. Thus it was easy to view. Also, he doesn't just unzip. He unbuckles as well. So I can see the whole thing. hee hee.

He is quite a huge guy. Yes, even larger than J. Just now I had another close view (after about a month of missing him in the loo.) It looked like he was soft, but not so soft. So I am not sure if he is those type that gets more blood flow when he needed to pee.

Anyway, it looked like 4" long, short foreskin, and quite thick. Almost as thick as J, or maybe slightly more. Definitely thicker than mine even if mine were fully erect.

He glanced over before he left. Not sure if he is interested in looking at mine, or just pleased at showing off.

Peeping Tom

2007-08-29T18:49:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, a whole group of us went out for lunch at a local shopping mall. (Well, my lunch is usually in a group.)

After eating, we decided to shop around. I went to the washroom...
And no, I didn't cruise anyone, though I hoped someone would've cruised me.

After I finished and was washing my hands and rinsing my mouth, J walked in !
And to my delight, he walked towards the urinals. And I have a very clear view through the mirror.

The side view was gorgeous (though I would have preferred a nude frontal view). Thick base (or was that part of his balls protruding) and nice sausage. Looked like 3-inches long.

Whipped out my camera phone, and decided not to risk it.

Another week...

2007-08-21T14:10:00.000+08:00

Its Tuesday. Had lunch with D.
Again I was pleased that he was sitting opposite me.
Was looking at his smooth complexion and felt like touching his face.

During our chat, his leg extended out under the table. I had the almost-uncontrollable urge to reach my leg out and put it between his thighs.

Woo.. makes me horny just imagining it...

Friday..

2007-08-17T23:22:00.000+08:00

Friday. Last day of the week. A few of us went out for dinner, including D... yeah !

Of course, I arranged to have him seated beside me. Nice cosy place.
Took a few peeks at his side burn and his lips whenever I can without being too obvious (there are other colleagues around of course.)

Few times, found excuses to stretch, etc and tried to touch his leg with my leg.
A few times, he moved away, a few times, he let it stay.

Seems more and more like he is NOT interested in me. I might be reading too much and fantasizing too much...

Thursday

2007-08-16T23:39:00.000+08:00

Nothing much today...
At every opportunity, put my arms over his shoulder, etc..

Oh oh, and I remembered that there was this lunch were we went to a local shopping mall. After eating, we all went shopping and walking around.. while our colleagues were looking at things in a shop, we were hanging around waiting for them..

I took the opportunity to stand close to him and he didn't move away.
Even so close that my bum is like 2 inches away from his groin... Almost wanted to press it in.. hahaha.

When he pick something up to read, I will read over his shoulder, so that my face is near his face.. He didn't seem to mind, or he is oblivious, or he is giving feedback to me ?

hmmm.. still can't tell..

Wednesday...

2007-08-15T21:16:00.000+08:00

Ok, I am going to start making this a diary, and start living in my fantasy world.

Wednesday started off ok. Working as usual.

Then came an episode before lunch that my boss started to question D on somethings regarding work. I can see the pained look in his eyes and I just want to go over, hug him, cuddle him and tell him everything is all right.

I wanted to jump in to help, but I don't want everyone to think that I am protective about D. I left him to answer and manage by himself.

Later in the afternoon, I called D out for a coffee break. While drinking and chatting, I was looking into his eyes, looking at his eyebrows and then again.. to his lips...

I was so tempted to tell him, that I like him and I want to have sex with him... But I bit my lips 3 times and thought that it might not be worth the trouble I might get myself into..

So ends another day of just living in my fantasy, admiring him but not tasting any part of him, literally...

Tuesday in Turmoil

2007-08-14T17:37:00.000+08:00

Day started out as usual... until around lunch time. I sat in front of D. His face was rounder than I recalled when he first joined.

Was admiring his hands, his face, his sideburns, his eyebrows, his soft lips...

Damn...

Getting horny...

I recently had the opportunity to share a room with D during a trip. On the last night, I got him to drink some wine. He then became very tired and slept.

He was usually a heavy sleeper, but probably because of the wine (which I tried to make him drink as much as possible) I found that he wasn't that light a sleeper that night.

I couldn't sleep most of the night. Facing him, hoping that he will hug me in his slumber. I tentatively draped my arms across his body. He didn't react. I went closer and hugged him.

Spent most of the night hugging and caressing him. And when he turned to sleep upwards, I took the opportunity to venture south...

It wasn't erect, but I could tell he parks 6-o'oclock. Tried to get him hard... After a while, he did. Though I think it wasn't full hardness.

I guess when that happens, he became more sensitive. So when I tried to caress it, he moved...

And after a while, he turned sideways and it was out of my reach. I didn't want to risk waking him up. So I am left with spending the last 2 hours of the night half awake, trying to see if he changed position.

When he woke up, it was like nothing happened. So I guess he didn't know... *sigh*

Don't think I will have more opportunities like that...

Monday in Office

2007-08-13T15:56:00.000+08:00

Its Monday...

We are all back to work.

It doesn't help that my seat faces the 2 of them. Everytime I look into their eyes, I wonder. I wonder whether they know what I am thinking. I wonder whether they are thinking about the same thing of me. I wonder if I ever will have a chance to fulfil my fantasies....

*Sigh*

My Targets

2007-08-09T12:15:00.000+08:00

I shall call these 2 colleagues that I fantasize on as D and J.

D is a 30yo guy, not gorgeous but good looking (to my taste). He is recently married to a very young lady. No Kids.

He is a soft-spoken guy, meek and gives me the feeling that I want to protect and shelter him. His furry hands and legs doesn't attract me that much at first, but it grows on me.

J is also young, 31yo, average looking guy. It was his character that attracts. Those who doesn't impress at first, but as days go by I am more interested to see the package. And while at urinals, I can tell it is usually bigger than average most of the time.

I am in Trouble...

2007-08-09T11:30:00.000+08:00

I am in trouble. I am in deep shit.

I am having a crush on not 1 but 2 colleagues.
Crush or lust, I can't tell.

I know I want to have sex with them.

Shit.